Diversified Experience

It is common to feel left out, at times. 

But, To feel like a stranger in presence of all the people we know and consider close,

To feel ourselves getting away from everything that seemed right at one point of time, 

And to have a sudden shock of being lonely is a miserable situation for all of us. 

When we are in one, we tend to lose the understanding of how our world works. We somehow forget about the processes involved with our way of handling things. We get deflected so much that we start to question the presence of one's self. Everything around us is now new to our senses and we believe what we feel. The entire synchrony between the mind and the environment seems lost. We tend to feel novelty in ourselves questioning whether we really were what we used to be or we are what we are now. 

It is an abstract decision, rather an uncontrolled hustle between our new self and our true self(if that what it was). The decisions we make and the preferences we choose seems unworthy of a decision to be taken by our mind. We deliberate and try to prove the present self right because the control is what it has. 

But at the same time, this is not very usual in terms of occurrence to be seen in different personalities. Rate might differ but it has to occur. Many times this shift causes a series of shifts full of dilemmas and deliberations leading to, us changing the colour of our walls concerned with that behaviour. The frame stays intact because that is what your base is all about. 

The tendency to stay static and the ability to deflect when needed in a very affirmative things to have. But in reality, self capacity is not that potentialized to initiate such thing and maintain it. 

We do come across some people in our life who showcase this nature and inspires hell lot of people to understand what it truly means. Simply put, they are called the people with ability to establish connection with diverse groups. But that's not it. The entire realisation of being a stranger in front of our close ones, have a very contrasting benefit. It allows us to direct our thoughts and opinions, specially pure speculations and non judgemental ones, in one clear way to form a decision involving others without the idea of influence getting involved. It allows us to have a beginning for every other thing we are doing or we will do. 

Of course, somethings are best untouched but here the person will seem to be more concerned about the things that are about to begin and the things that are about to cultivate itself. It is our understanding of how we absorb this. The clarity won't be there until we are on the platform experiencing it but registration begins when we sense it and want it to.

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