Breaking Point

I try to be sweet, kind and pure.
Why people don't understand me?
They mistake me for something that I never did.
It is terrible, it is heartbreaking,
Cause they force the decree upon me.

The decree is to keep my mind shut, when it comes to mistreatment.
I am not ready to accept that,
But that decree force me to,
And then I end up following the indictment.

I want to stay away from fights and debates. 
I am trying my best not to indulge in any bad fate.
I never knew,
They took my silence for a fact of acceptance.
On the other hand, I knew I am just getting to the point of adjustment.

Since the beginning I was told what's written below.

We are there,

We need to stay there,

We are the best,

The way we are here.

What's the point of being us when we are not being settled.
Are we living our lives to please this world which is so puzzled.

We do things to get appreciation,
We do things to get attention.
Pleasing somebody can be a justification,
But not the correct explanation, for us to not act in retaliation.

I want the bondings to last long,
I want the relationships to go beyond.
In trying to achieve that, I hold myself behind the pole.
The pole is the point of my breaking soul.

I would have been happy, if I received the same effort I gave.
I would have been blessed, if I received the same love I spread.
I am not getting it, cause they don't want to.
Maybe they will get to wear the same shoe.
I know the colour would be different, the size would be different.
And the intensity would be different too.
For me more intense and for them even more to.

But I have some people, who exchange what is needed.
They are the ones who keep me on the track and make me feel that I am blessed and believed to be beautifully beaded.

Comment below and let me know your way of dealing with misjudgment in your life and what's your breaking point. 👀👀