Let it rise naturally

Today the sun is brighter than ever,

Removing every frikle of darkness.

The wind is smoother then ever,

Bringing every scent of freshness.

Just somewhere in the middle,

There is a pinch of tiredness.

Wanna play a game?

Wanna watch a movie?

Wanna stay still and chill?

Wanna talk?

All these questions were asked.

What to answer,

I never really got to that part.

Confused within myself,

So as to what was making me feel that way.

Even after numerous considering,

I couldn't get to the perfect say.

Honestly I didn't knew whether I was sad or angry or confused or lost or happy.

I felt as if emotions lost their way when I was busy in making them systematic.

Nevertheless that moment seemed upsetting, that moment seemed degrading.

But I was still confused because I didn't knew whether my feelings were unerring.

The labelling seemed right, when I was doing it.

The tagging seemed reasonable, when I was putting it.

Maybe I lost the way then and there,

When I went on to make them disappear.

Me trying to make them disappear was for temporary satisfaction,

They reappeared in a spontaneous way,

It's just that the order was a bit of a distraction.

The entire synchrony was disturbed,

The whole authenticity was ruptured.

One mistake I did,

To mess up all that have already been said.

They could have been best, if left the way they should be.

They could have been expressive, if made to rise naturally.

My personal plea to make it a shield, for the way I feel

Was a huge mistake, for which I yield.

Why to disrupt the natural ascent of emotions and righteousness,

Which is of great importance and momentousness.

Let it thrive alone, let it grow thorough,

Later you will realise that you did the right thing for your own furrow.

Comment below and let me know your idea of emotional rise and growth✌️✌️