Faith

A boy had a terrible accident. It was dreadful and was very draining. He was shattered and sad. He wasn't able to understand what did happened. No matter how hard he tried but he couldn't come up with a reason for the same. He was confused and distorted. He was broken and felt discarded. He wasn't sure what to believe and what not to. His dreams were falling apart. His soul was falling apart. There was nothing that he could have done, at least that was what he thought.

He felt like a prisoner in his own jail mended with bars of his own thoughts and structured with the agony of his life. Those moments were way too long for him to endure. Those moments were faulty and he believed that he was the one who caused all of that. He wasn't ready to take any external stimulus. He was going towards something which didn't seem right. His way of differentiating demarcations was gone and this caused him to drift towards the greater part of what was not appropriate. The only thing that he used to say was ''I have no faith in myself''.

Faith is a very powerful element. It gives you the energy to sustain and to depend on something. It's the originator of belief which makes us want to pour ourselves out in some strong feelings. Situations like these are very prevalent for our generation and in our society. We all go through such incidents once in a while and for those of us who are a bit more emotional, any incident like this causes an outburst of all the connected elements. The separate distinction becomes invisible and it becomes difficult for us to overcome that.

The outburst kind of dominates over everything. Deep inside we do know that this is something that is there for us to reduce our own productivity, but still the time is not in our hands and the outburst controls it the way it wants and we tend to do nothing about it. We are humans and experiencing an outburst or an overwhelming situation is very natural but what not acceptable is for that outburst to overrule every other element.

Most of the times we cannot help it and it naturally goes away as soon as that inner voice of ours starts to pitch up. Sometimes it becomes troubling way more than expected. When we say that we have lost faith in ourselves, I believe it to be a misnomer. I feel that no matter what happens, what ever be the situation, we are for ourselves, always. We have built ourselves and we tend to know us. We can never lose faith with ourselves because deep within we know that we are the only one to get us out of a particular scenario.

We lose faith in the reasons that led to that unfruitful situation.

We tend to lose faith in relations that might have caused it.

We lose faith in people who we consider responsible for it.

But we can never lose faith with ourselves. This understanding is very complex and coordinated, both at the same time presenting a very contrasting situation. We cannot expect somebody to understand all of this during those hard times but once out, people should tend to frame a self understanding of this concept for their own utilisation.

Faith is the way of knowing oneself,

We trust and act like a prepared dish on a delph.

No matter what happens, no matter how it happens.

We are there for ourselves,

Cause we have faith,

That will let us open our gate.

Comment below and let me know your understanding of faith.🙏🙏